| This high school, drama, eight hours of school, i need a pass to go pee thing's getting old...
i'm only $1451 away from graduation... donations anyone?
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So Lauren Jozefat's JC speech at tahoe is totally kicking in... i'm feeling what she was feeling, i think... she said something about her senior year being really tough and hard to adjust to because she wanted to be different after tahoe but her friends thought of her the same way she was before tahoe...
i'm so tired of the drama and the crap from everyone... the worrying and just everything.. my thoughts are so scattered right now...i have so much to worry about... looking at tahoe pictures definitely doesnt help...
it's almost like you wish tahoe didnt happen because you want that tahoe feeling back all the time and you can't get it...
i look at tahoe pictures and it makes me want to cry... i look up at the sky and cant stop thinking about that last night when you saw miles and miles of stars.. i'm just having a really hard time being home ... or i guess away from home
jayanthis keychain is just a reminder of that everyday too.. i'm forgetting who i was at tahoe.. i'm forgetting what i learned and how i felt just the way ryan said we would.. i feel so far from everyone we're all so caught up in school stuff we don't even have time to sing the way we did at tahoe.. i miss not worrying about stupid things that aren't really important
i'm tired of missing it
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| whoa... we're seniors
love all my classes it's gonna be one awesome year... and super easy compared to the crazy classes last year... glad i got it all out of the way
my mom took pictures of me before i left for school 
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| I'm home from the best week of my life... tahoe... wow what an experience that can't be put into words... i'm gonna miss every second of it... to the people that went... i love you with all my heart... it feels like it was forever ago because every second seems to be getting longer... i woke up this morning and didnt see a beautiful lake and didn't have to wake up one of the best roommates i could ask for... didn't have to sing for my food... and didnt see the people i love. i didn't laugh with them or have a wonderful variety of fruit ready for me in the cafeteria. i didnt go to a council meeting and i have all the down time i could ask for... got all the sleep i wanted... and yet...
i miss it with all my heart
Though i know i'll never lose affection, for people and things that went before
i know i'll often stop and think about them
In my life, i love you more
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